I have such big and nice house !

Yeaayyy ! Im going dinner with bby before going obs :X
Match at 3pm , okay , then wait wait then go eat with him ah , aiya can ah
I have dare everytime i meet him sia -..-

This time round , help him wipe himself -..- so gong .

Okayy I love it now , the way its suppose to be ;D
Iloveyou .
and good that you tell mama the truth .
Sayang bby .

;Withlove-Adilla








Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ! Arif text me from nowhere ! HAHAH ~ He changed number . He got new news . Free texts free incoming calls , and thought he was using Starhub , then still M1 -.-''

We're texting like crazy :D HAHAHA ! iloveyou .
And oh , Im going out tmr , for appointment -..- Bird appointment nvm dont have to know ;D

And mom has a restrited time for me to on comp ;S 10pm off .
Later At 1am , i on back :)) HEHEHE ~!

Okayy nowwwww , my bby reply so slow , or he always reply slow one , i forget :D
Cepat la bie , lembab sioooool !

Im fighting for MY fan now -.- My brothers keep on taking th fan .

Okayy . Later see me online again at 1am :P Hopefully ;X or maybe at 12midnight or maybe not , cos bby sure ask me to sleep ;X

Iloveyou Arif Roslan .

;Withlove-Adilla





Andddddd , I just realised that i havent been wearing my Puma shirt that dad bought for me months ago =.- when the shirt is super nice la , and i prefer wearing my cotton on shirt -.- bengap siol !

The next time Im going out , I think I shall wear my puma sports top ;D
Ohwait , I have another forever 21 shirt that i havent wear -.- still hanging !
Okay Sunday I wear the sleeveless top la kay ;D

Haaaahh ! Da plan or what ! :DDD
okay rindu boyfriend , pdhl smlm jumpe skejap :(

;Withlove - Adilla





Oh i remember this pict ;D
During Zonal season ;DD I had to wear two layers of shirt -.-
Jersey and dressdown shirt on friday ;D cool !

Handball friendly with Unity and Regent -.- Idk when .
Jersey No. i book number 12 ah please ah ;D

I think im going to Regent again this sunday with Nabil since he very kaypo want watch the match -.-

B , i msg lambat ;p HAHAHA ! ehy , you got training ah ? :DDD
Guess what ? Im not ready for OBS -.- how ? :(

Okay , ystd comment at fb status was so cute :P very funny and cute and lovable ;D

Okay now , i need to give kim th netball schedule -.-

Bi rindu , nari mama I work .-.- slalu last mintue .
Bby , See you on sunday dear , Iloveyou boyfriend ;D

;Withlove-Adilla





Mother nature or disaster ?
Hi bby , iloveyou .
Sorry dear .
B , you look messy :D

Thanks soul sisters !
Izzati and Aqilah ;D
Bestfriend , balek biler ? aku tgh loaded sioww , tknk aku blanje sudah :D

I had that pict in my purse ;D
hehehe !

I hope to catch yr match on th 6th june k , before leaving for obs :X

B , rindu :( Why tadi carik papa ? rindu eh ? :D
I saw Azri then i knw thats yr dad ;D hehe !
Omg , rindu gyler !

Hi comot . ahh . comot :D

Baby , sorry . I loveyou .

*I wrote my post then i delete so i decided to write this short one as a replacement -.- wtf ! waste my time 0.o*

ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN , SAYA CINTA AWAK ; kay da start balek :D

Eqah! Kiter ny post sume pasal bby , same ah .Lame tk jumpe eqah :P


ArifRoslan, awak kepunyaan saya :D
;Withlove-Adilla






PLEASE ! PLEASE ACCOMPANY ME NUR IZZATI BTE AZMI :(

Im tired , I hate taking revenge !

Thanks Razanoor .

Bye .

-Adilla





Walking out the door .

Im not such a heartless person . I just want to know the truth . I hope you understand me .

Im going out after mom and two brothers come back later .
Hmmmm , Idontknow where to go , i hope izzati's gonna accompany me to th place i wanted to go .

I might be coming down to your match . In other words , to see you .
Dont shoo me away , its gonna be hard .
How can I make you realise this fucking nuisance that youve made ? huh ?
Promises are just meant to be broken .

Ya , your heart is still there , but your words , some just dont turn out into actions -..-
I waited till 2am , hoping you would go online , but you didnt .
Sacrifices , Ya , i might be seen as a strong kinda person . But actually im weak now , on the inside .

I hope mom understand me , yeah she does :(
Mom lets work on this together , Iloveyou .

Arif , I owe you strawberry and chocolate kay .
Please dont do this to me .

Okay it's my fault . But its your fault , major fault . Major blame on you .
But heck , I know now , its my fault . You see ? this thing just dont come to an end .
How much of a destroyer that slut is .
Arif , side her all you want ; She's just your friend , maybe your new ultimate friend
-.-

WHAT A DOG !

Yeah I talked cock yesterday to you . because i dont expect that from you .
Iknow that this thing WILL definitely end . But if i didnt check , i wouldnt have known about what you did right ? So , is it my fault now ?
:(
okay fine my fault .

Im done with this , but not with you yet .
You owe me one big thing .
I hope you know what it is .

See ? I didnt text you when i woke up .
No nice goodnight msg for you ystd , but still , i text you , atleast ;" Goodnight ."

Im considering to come down to Regent and support you ;S
Ya with exception , izzati must accompany me :)

Urghh sucks .

Bye .
-Adilla




Cause I dried my eyes and i realised , i deserve somebody that'll treat me right .
Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan , dyou want to be the one . That somebody that'll treat me right ?

Im not gonna text you :(
Sorry baby , it hurts :(
Youve been hurting me silently :(
This sucks for th fucking third time :(

Imissyou so much , but this is what i get ?
I miss you like i really do , always :(
Get back at me soon .

Bye .

;( Fuck this real hard .






I hate how things has been going on yesterday . yeah I knw , and you do know . But out of curiosity , i just cant keep my eyes of you . Trynna find out what has been going on for th past days that youre away . okay fine , i do admit that im an addict . But its an addiction that has different meaning to the word itself . I have an addiction to you . But somehow , it just seems to fade away bit by bit now . I cant resist , I cant keep hold of it . Ya i have a strong feeling about your promises , but in contrary , it's somehow broken by you , yourself . Ive made so much sacrifices back then , and now , im sticking to one .
Ive left so many guy friends . I have ignored them all . like seriously and its literally okay .

When its said by you , proved me by text and words that you havent touch any girls , but too bad , actions speaks louder than words . Ive seen it okay . Im fucking mad at you right now . But its MY fault to scroll down to everybit of suspicion and ive seen the things that are UNEXPECTEDLY suppose to be seen . Sometimes I just dont understand why . Why , when im so angry at you , i just feel the love is still there . I dont know why . But this few days this thing has been bothering me .

I guess i need time on my own . but hmm , im still deciding if i should ignore you , but I cant seem to do that .Its too mean of me .

Lastly , I just want you to know this and this might be quite harsh .
Im not a bitch that does every single bit of things to demoralise myself and im not a slut that acts like a dog to act that every man is my posession , cos i only love you .

Can you for once keep a spare thought for me ?
Im just to small to even think big now . I feel so small and tiny and useless , AGAIN .

I HATE THIS ALOT and i hope not to hate you , cos I love you vv much .

Please reply to this .
and this is my fault , not yours .
Just dont take the blame .
You can do whatever you want now .

Im not gonna bother you in everything you want to do now .
This is so unexpected .

spare me a thought and a proper lock to keep me in your heart kay .

Come , debate me on this , i want to know th f truth here .
I really wont bother you if you want anyth unexpected here .

bye .

;Withlove-Adilla


Wrote this , I mean it .

Adilla Akiko
Bby , you've broken one of your promises to me already :( Im mad . and im sorry .

Arif Roslan
I'm SORRY! SOOORRRY Bie!!!! :[ I'm bended knee. Please forgive me Dear! Everything!!!!! Please! PLEEEAASEEEE! GOD, please Baby FORGIVE ME!

Adilla Akiko
Forgiven . spare me a thought dear and prove to me . Iloveyou . Ive sacrifice much and i dont want this kinda thing in return . It hurts yknw . Okay ? ILOVEYOU . and i dont say this often to anyone else unless i mean it .

Arif Roslan
ILOVEYOUTOO. :[

Adilla Akiko
Iloveyou very very much kay sayang .

Arif Roslan
I L O V E Y O U TOO! :[ Im reallyreally F down. I feel reallyrealy hopeless, Useless. I am... :[

Adilla Akiko
Cmon mr sunshine . Have a bright thought . Iloveyou sayang . Lets end it . We dont deserve this dont you think so ? Apart of it . but cmon , just dont contradict next time . You're not hopeless , cause if you are , you wont be entertaining my texts and if youre useless , you wouldnt make so much sacrifices to come over to my house .

Arif Roslan
thanks Baby.

Adilla Akiko
Hi baby ! Imissyou :(





Letting it stop at two . Defintitely it wont end at six .

Ive always been glad that things get back together fast .
But back then , 48hours ago , it hasnt been as nice as i thought it would be .

You gotta face it that way , cos ya , it was you . definitely you who started things out and make me feel like a bin .
I know I dont deserve this , and we dont deserve to go thru this fucking bullshits especially with that slut .

I have shame , so I dont touch guys . Im born with proper brains with veins alligned at its place . I know how to think .
Ive got you , so I know the things that i shouldnt do , or people might see the act as similar like being a prostitute , but im not that .

You should know me well , Six months , dont tell me youre playing tricks on this particular month .
I have guts to write down your name . You have the shame , now that youve realised , lets stop this thing here okay .

I dont say ILOVEYOU to anyone else unless i really mean it , Get that ~!
and to you slut , You'd better keep your hands clean before any other things happen and you'll turn into a dog .

Slut , youre acting like a dog , seeing man , and aimlessly going around and start licking, which is why you dont have shame .

Standard and VIRGIN people wont do that .
S H A M E on you , such an UNEDUCATED SLUT !
whoooohooo , im hating you .

I hope you felt the pinch or maybe you'll start coughing out phlegm and blood , isnt it nice ?

This is for you , SLUT !

-Adilla



good boyfriends dont lie, cheat, hit, or hurt their girlfriends ♥ .
I get this from FB :(
I hope its true .

Bby eventhough im mad at you , I shall wait for you to go online .
I hate putting up a fake smile . But ended up , at the end of the day . it's gonna be back to square one .
I hate this fucking much .

Treat me right , c'mon dear . I know its not your fault , but it contradicts on what you told me ystd .

if that slut has the shame , she wont be doing that to you , knowing that you already have a girlfriend . Omg ARIF ROSLAN , are you okay now ? Can you like open and dig up your brains and rearrange your cells and veins in there ?

Urgh , this is super annoying la .
urghhhhhhh !

I got no mood , i hope someone cheers me up tmr :(

;Withlove-Adilla





I cant bare this anymore .
I didnt know your school have alot of alive bitches and sluts .
They just look like they're demoralising themselves .

I'd rather ask you , slut, to take care good care of yourself first than to take care of a person's guy.

Arif Roslan , this is for you .
Im very mad at you now .
I shall not bother you .
But one thing , you've broken one of your promises to me :( Im mad at you . And im sorry .

for that , I shall not ask anyth from you .
I shall not bother you .
I need time .

and for that , I feel like im hating you now , but i cant seem to .

Im telling mom about this ;(

ARIF ROSLAN , im angry at you , and this is unexpected , im being straight forward here .
I hate the way you are now :(
Consecutively , you spoilt my day :(

Should I hate , or should I not ?
I shall not make things worse .

Im at my losing end , and for now , i dont need you to pull me back . You're too selfish to me bby .

I hate you for that .
and still Iloveyou.
I dont want to end it at 6 . End it till the very last that WE can .

;Withlove- Adilla





I was awaken by shontelle battle cry song ;)
I had my bby texting me , cos he was washing dad's car .
I slept and awaken yet again by dad -.-
Adillaaa ! Adillaa !
Hmmmmm yeeeeeeer . Stomp and tie hair . HAHA !

Aint going anywhere today . Aqil gf coming over to do homework ; baru primary one :P cute siak !

Tmr im suppose to go marina barrage with madrasah class = WAJIB , tak pergi dosa :P haha , but i havent pay yet . So heck , i got appointment tmr . I think Ive decided to go out right after appointment which is at 1.30pm

and last , Finally Arif wrote smth at his status , about something ;D
Iloveyou .
Anyway , i can see now that , that slut is ugly :)
Which slut is pretty ? Only to some who think that they have such nice boobs la -.-

Talking about boobs reminds me of ANIS ;D Puk-i Code ;)
I shall set a date to meet the people that wants to meet me ;P im so popular i know la ;D

I have training this thursday , im not gonna miss sch , wowww , i hate this , going school everyday -.-

Yest was the best , i merajok with Bby , then i said i wanted to sleep but ended up chatting with him ;p

Arif the comot and lazy pig .
His english very funny ;D
Im such a JOVIANT girl ;D
New word ;D Nice right , very class ehy the word .

Okayyyy , i havent shower . 1.31pm now :P
Lazy , i want go out , grr , i cant use much of the computer today . Laptop gonna be used by Aqil and desktop used by Aqil gf . and dad's laptop in th car :P aiyaa .

Okaaaaayy hmm , imissbestfriend :(
I miss BABY !
I miss Adilla .

Okaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy fine , whatever , IMISSBOYFRIEND VV MUCH !
i hate ystd night , mcm nbsial .
but i love it after midnight , thanks bby , i buy you chocolate , come my house again kay :D

Iloveyou

;Withlove-Adilla





So much drama .
Ended . Just ended .
Over it .
Done .
Yes Done .
Back to square one .

Over it okay !
I still have a glass full of water , none have yet to drain out . I still love you .
Make It happen . Or maybe it has happened ? or is it happening right away ?
Oh its said already .

IloveEngku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan .

;Withlove-Adilla .




Yea , i trust you . You said it too much , so i fell for it .
Yea , i trust you . Too many a time , isnt that enough ?
Yea , i saw you doing the same thing yet again .
Yea , Be at my doorstep now , and apologise , NOW !
Yea , im such a fucker in this , yes im very demanding .

Cos the only thing I wanted is you . Yes You .
The last time you convince me . Yes I know and I accepted th fact about YOUR past .
Denial , yea , like farts right , fart then accuse people .

I know im at the losing end , but hey , you gotta pull me back .
im not strong in facing this thing yet AGAIN .

I just hate seeing this . yea , seeing you , seeing you in another other way that's not suppose to be . I get this alot of time . I know im having doubts after you left . Im having it yet again . Seriously , this is not the end mark for everything . But it seems like thats the track that the train has to pass by .
Im not making sense now , because im fucked up .

But after recalling what youve said , to NOT touch ? im having doubts .

VULNERABLE ! yea fuck , Im not a good girlfriend right ?
Fuck life . Short text , Im gonna sleep now .
Im gonna wait for your call tmr , get it ? get it in both ways .

Too many sluts and bitches aint good especially in a study environment , POLLUTE eyes and destroy hearts .

'Yea comot , prove me wrong in this , AGAIN . Im not satisfied .

;Withlove - Adilla








[Hanya satu pintaku , Untukmu dalam hidupku ]

Meet th parents was awesome :P For once i laughed infront of teacher and mom .
Mom talked like MACAM PAHAM the kind of thing.

And my braces appointment postpone to saturday , tmr holiday ;D
eh please la , i want change color alrd , i wear green for one month 4 days alrd ! HAHAH .

I pass overall , but th results damn cock ;D Mom expected a distinction for Malay , woah siak , this year i get B , mcm siaaaaak !
Head home and met aunty and talked .

I might be taking tuition for maths and science , yesaaaaaaa !

Okayy , I thought my bby nvr love me cos he nvr reply my msg -..- :S
Until he replied me , telling me he dreamt of me .
And God says he has th card to have me till the rest of our life , cute siol ni comot . Omg Iloveyou baby .

Aisehmaaan ! hehe iloveyou too laaa bby ;D
Anw , remedial on th 4th june , 5th june papa's bday . 6th june = A day before OBS , 7th june OBS . Find me at punggol ;D
Im gonna miss bby ! again ;(

Ehyy ! I think Im going wdlands on saturday ,maybe ? okayy shopping spree !

ILOVE THE PICTURES ;D MCM cool ah kan ;D

;// Im glad your love has been found in someone else' life .

Im waiting for upcoming friendly matches with other zonal schools .
Okay bla bla bla ,
I think bby is at madr now (?) yeahh , i guess so ? well , i hope he IS at madr .;D

Okay bye baby , Irindu you cepat top up ah , nnty i ingt you tak sayang sama i lagy . nnty i merajok you yg susah .
hehehe ,
Iloveyou .

;Withlove-Adilla


Yeay ,

I shouted OMG at 1.30++pm in bus 21 just now cos i receive someone text ;D
Form class day > Bowling > Pastamania with teachers> home > ECP.

have you ever seen a girl dress up really well in just 30mins ? yes i know who ! ADILLA ! Okay the dress up very well must ask opinion .
;D
Trust me ? no ? ask Zafirah and wenyi .:D
and Ms SHASHA is cute today ;D

Okayyy , went ECP at 4pm and came back at 5.45 -..- how cool is that ?! Darah up .

My mom's reaction when she look at what i wear is >>>>>
"Eh alamaaaaak , how come wear like that !? dont stand beside me , idk you , later you spoil my image "

HAHA ,. just because i wear sleeveless top -..- not that i have big bubble booobs ;D
Talking about boobs , im gonna meet Anis the PUK-i Code this holiday ;D

NORMAL LESSON tmr , mcm siak , I got MTP tmr ;D Mom's meeting teacher ;D
Fri=Holiday (No plans)
Saturday = Braces appointment (Am hoping to change color laa , red laa red laa)
Sunday=Madrasah ?

Monday no school ! yeaaaaaaaay !
I have yet to get OBS stuffs , i shall go shopping with baby soon ;D
can ah bie ? eh he came back alrd , now he sleeping . im gonna sleep now too ! I slept late ystd -..-

Someone gave me this stare , piker aku minahep . eh please , minah rep kan cukor kening = DOSA . Adilla tak okay ? paling-paling pun , draw tk terok ahh , nk draw malas ah walaupun art lawa ;D

ADIDAS SUNDOWN PHOTOS UPLOADED SOON = wait long long .
TODAY'S PICTURES = CHIN WENYI fb ;D


;// Im loaded with cash this week .
;// Anna sui nye wallet mcm wow ehyy !
;// I shall change wallet again ;D
;// IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW !
;// before that , i shall eat cornflakes even before hari raya ;D
;// I MISS MY BBY'S VOICE ,
;// SAYANG , i love you .

; Withlove- Adilla




The only people you need in life, are the people who prove they need you in theirs.

Bby , this is for you .

Iloveyou .

;Withlove-Adilla


[Biar Cinta kita , tumbuh harum mewangi]

I cant wait for tmr .

Im such a pig today , okay , cant deny , i am one lazy pig ;DDD
Woke up at 11.11 ;p HAHAH ! serious !
bathed and send brother to school and delivered stuffs .

Homed at 2.30pm. 2.30 reminded me of Arif , sitting at my house couch ;( getting interviewed by dad ;D
Imisshim , he's coming back home tmr . ;]


Im sick due to lack of protein .
Yaaa , i think im losing too much weight -.-
I restrict myself from eating burgers= Good , but im missing it .
Blaaaaaaaahh .

Im currently chatting with Eqah :D kekek la siaaahhh bual pasal budak sec 1 . klaka eh eqah eh , kiter yg klaka :) hehhee .

kkkkkkkk , da da da da da , eh sedap siol ni lagu :)
ok , i cant wait for tonight :)

i might not be attending school tmr . damn sick . kk , im done


Bby, tmr , i love you

;Withlove-Adilla


I havent been checking bby's fb , aiyaa , i lazzzy ! ada paham ? :DD

I dragged myself to school and went sentosa . My eyes was watery ya heck , im sick , eh nabeh teng betul , pey bingeeeeeet ~ daraaah up tgh boiling !

am not going school tmr :S :( should i be happy ? well i guess not then :S

grrr . Im being abit world now , im thinking of fetching bby at th airport on wed ;S HAHA ! melayaaang , tk akan terjadi .

anw , tho his in langkawi , i gave him texts ;D
I want him to know that eventhough he's far at sight , he's always , i repeat , its a repetition , ALWAYS , close at heart . :D

Ya right , i shall stop here , im vv drowsy now .

BABY ! WEDNESDAY CALL ME AH SAYAAAANG ! grr , so annoying siol , biler ni nk wednesday , okaaayy ! JUNEEE , hurry up !

I need to go shopping for OBS !

wowwwww ! I need cash now ;S Im left with 20bucks ++ heh !

ehyy , I LOVE NEW ZEALAND ICECREAM , MANGO SORBET AT SENTOSA ;)
V expensive ; BUT nice , i ate two so total spend on icecream = 6.50+4.50 =11 bucks just for icecream ;D


Saya amat mencintai suami saya ; Tuan Engku Arif Abdullah .
Omg sounds funny !

Okay daaa , nabeyy dari tadi tk stop ni . AHAH ! aish , eh wait ahh tkpe , saket perot , nk icecream ah , mango ;)


RINDU BBY !

Bby my love for you comes from within and it's not as easy as how i use to express it with other guys , well , my gong head Ex which was a damn FAGGOT laa .

Lets do this once . I shall stick with you , forever lasting , sounds so kidddddyyy ;D

Iloveyou bby .

;Withlove-Adilla





[Love feel like a battlefield ]

Yestd , days spend was awesome , NOT :s I was sick , and yet again , i am now :(
Homed at 1am .

Texted bby but didnt reply thought he was fast asleep but no he replied .
He's not in singapore till wednesday :(
He told me he's going off yestd :( I was so shocked :(
Now , my hp havent been lighting up , well , i guess i shall not expect any text cos im lazy to reply cos im sick .

I might not be attending school tmr :S ewaah , tmr go sentosa , shit ! :(
haizzz , recover laa adilla :(

Im lazy to change blogskin and update song since there isnt any here :S
ImissArif now :(
Imisshim vvv badly now :(
He's only coming back on wednesday .
He made a promise , so do i . And i havent break any .

urgh im so weak now :S

STOP BEING SICK LAA !

urghh !
I just read his text moments ago , grr , I hope he can contact me thru fb there :S

I shall end here , im drowsy :S

Bye

I MISS ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN ; COMOT ; HUSBAND ; EVERYTHING !

;Withlove - Adilla


Adidas sundown marathon was blast , yeah kinda laa .
With Eicha , Eli , Afni and Qilah , very funny .
outcome and response was awesome yet abit ridiculous . But overall was awesome yet tiring :D

Ended and slacked walked to esplanade , 196 homed and slept at 1am .
Am force to wake up , going woodlands .
aissshh sick la eyy today gave up my position to hot bby , she replace me .

My bby also sick siaak ! grrr , annoying pe !
Kk , im gonna go bodyshop once reach causewaypoint.

Ps:// Eh minah , ape siak kau bbl ? tkmu nk bual taik ah . Aku tahu laa ape yg kau pendam .


Okayy , update biler mau eh kay !

Rindu Arif Roslan mcm lorrypenuh baraaaang !

;Withlove - Adilla


11.11 now :D

hehehe , okay i saw 11.11 :D

Mr Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan , anak kepada Tengku Kashidah and Roslan , jikalau awak mendapati yang awak sudah terlalu ngantuk , sila hantar mesej kepada saya .

Saya tidur lambat malam ini dan saya berharap anda akan hubungi saya esok selepas mendirikan solat jumaat .

sekian terima kasih .

Isnt this a good formal letter ?
Cock eye ! ergh !

I think Eqah is funny , cos she blogged like i do :D

everytime talk about beloved :D

awwww :D hehehe

Imiss Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan ♥
bby june come my house again , rindu awak siol comot , lame tk jumpe nnty dydy makin boncit .

Arif call me Dydy cos he's riffy -..- and my handball jersey number will be 12 !
same as arif SAF FC jersey .

cinta comot ! = sounds like kucing .


Aqil looks like Jiji , Jiji Looks like Jiji , Arif looks like jiji .
Jiji , peace sama lu , mataer jiji best best of the best in the world :P

To date , i havent really hate you as much as some other bitches so be happy .

kk bby ily .
;Withlove-Adilla


Perangai mcm anjing liar . Tk suke diam diam la , tkmu nk step faker .
Tkmu tunjok belang , irritating . Aku tk kacau kau pun , ohh mate gatal , eye-mo tkde , kesiaaaan .

Senyum da kambing .

YOU are such a moronic , idiotic , thick-witted , nincompoop one bloody hell bitch that i think right, your face need to be flush in a toilet bowl full of pig urines ;D

Idiot siaa , you such a faker .
ohh , aku pun jugak pe :D

trimakaseh , sekian berharap kutukan dapat dirasa :D


-Adilla .


[I never shouldnt let you go .]

Am back .

Bby missing me truckloads .
Aint going school tmr , Adidas sundown CIP .
get $30 bucks and then i can buy my new guard = total cash in three days = $90 . but opps , sorry im going till saturday only = $60 , enough to buy macdavid guard =$72.++

Anwwwww , I miss my bby vvv muccch :(

AND im angry that i didnt get distinction for Malay . B3 , wtff ! omgg ! Please , mom's gonna talk to the teacher .

IM NOT SATISFIED WITH MY RESULTS ! grrr . Oh maybe , thats the outcome la eyy . Idk , but aint giving up .

Im pissed so training kinda cooled me down , but at th same time , im fucked up with Juniors , grr . Not to mention names but yaa , some are seriously like.. obvious that they need to buck up on skills and what , if you cant play very well , shut th fuck up and start bucking up . So annoying siaaa , ergh ,

Okay drop .

I dont know what to wear tmr ;p
I bought 2 new tees , okay basically it was my monthsary gifts from mom la eyy :D hehe . tops from forever 21 but idk if i want to wear that or my adidas shirt with fbt ;p aisshh .

Ohhh my dad has this havaianas slipper that is so cool and nice , siaak , original tknk agak-agak sia slipper :S ggrrr . HAHAH !

Okaayyy am waiting for baby to comeback frm R.class then i go bed , ohwait , i want watch cinta fitri .

>DIAN , so random , do i know you ? :D

Ohyes , im the one who dislike , so ? thanks to me .

Bbyyy , rindu comot siol ! I logged in to fb many times alrd still , you havent update .and i miss arasha , thank god , i hugged nicki poh today , miss her sia ! :D

Ohhh , im doing up my hairrrrrr , yesaaa , see ? told ya :D

Okay i shall end now .

; bby im waiting iloveyou ,

ohwaaaait , my cousin's gf is so nice to get me a wallets and bags !
thanks Eqaaaaaah ;D
alalala bucuuu , da balek ye nak ? da balek ,buat hal sendiri la , tkmu carik gara-gara paham ? :D HAHAHA , ape siol .

;Withlove-Adilla





A: Eh , later midnight arif msg me . 6 months .
Mama : eh ? okay later i msg him also , say happy 6 months of relationship
A: english hancur ah ma , tkya :S

I am waiting and kimsiew kukubird , you lose alrd , sleep before mr arif roslan text me :D
you snore right ? must make the kookooo sound when midnight strikes .

I havent plan on what to give him ! shit think think think .

Ohhhhh im planning to buy _ _ _ _ something , but ... HAHA , da diam .
I shall pack trg stuffs now , omg , i sound so like a coach that just thrown from outer space , wthf . HAH !

okay ! pack bag then lie down sleep .
and i just throw my Nike jacket on my bed , letting my brother's leg laying on it , woaah damn siol , smelly how ? jacket havent wash since bought ;S haha , eh i want get another jacket plus the nike slipper that i want .

Pa , kakak nk kene beli kasut untok netball ah . tapi tkde duit , pakai papa nye duit boleh ? nnty kakak cukup bulan bayar balek :P HAHAH ! step mcm mane nye keje ni! eh pa eh , pa , you sleeping outside siol , can ah ? 59.90 , er i pay you 50 back lagy 9.90 kirekan mcm bayar sch fees ah , amcm ? :P crappy !

Okayyyy !

Byeee
;Withlove - Adilla






It amaze me when CHUA KIM SIEW , reply my text and keep complaining about training , but in the end , she seems to be having fun .
Eh midnight strikes , make kukubird sound , Happy seventh anniversary since P3 ;D

The proper one is , midnight strikes , i will receive many spams and truckloads of texts frm a particular unknown and another one from beloved ;D
I cant wait !
shhoooo !
tmr plan is to head down to Sportslink with Zafiraaaaaah . hahah .
In the end , sec 3 , team shoe :)

Am hoping that the price is just nice , hope school can sponsor us la ehyy .
60bucks only , woah , rather than claim one by one , think sch rich ah ? alaaaamak , bikin panas siol talk about money .


Okayyyyy , Training was awesome , ran alternate up to 4th floor , down , 2 sets . Recovering , sprinting = awesome-est :) err , some idk what circuit = best .
serious . then last idk played games, juniors buck up please , lighter on footwork , sumpaah berteraboh !

goodnews !

HANDBALL friendly matches am attending is with Regent and unity sec ;D
awesome , i can meet bby during june holidays often ;D

heheheh ! what a coincidence ;) and i hope that i can get jersey number 12 , or 16 or 18 ;D ehhehe , plenty of options ;D

Okay i think im leading a good lifestyle cos i'll be drinking milk everynight before sleep and morning as breakfast -.-

Tmr art results , nag ;S


Midnight babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
Da top up belom sayang ? call me tmr , hehe . please ;D

Sleep , i havent pack trg stuffs yet . Tmr = LONG LONG DAY + TIRING .
i think im fit now .
ImissDamaiNetballers'09 :(

booyaaaa .

;Withlove -Adilla


Aww . get back in shape tmr bby .

and idk where i put my ankle guard + tumbler + orange towel + shoe bag ;p HAHAH !
Greaaaat !

Ya ,s t a m i n a for upcoming carnival . im ready to get a ball smack right at my face , omg , this is scary , tmr trg with braces , shit , hahah ! get over it boncit . am strong , not scared of bloood :D

Okay bye .

tdo la siaa ! Mataer da tgg ;D

-Adilla


6.45 alarm > slept > 7.30 woke up > Madr > Exam > Home 12.30 >Out at 2.30 > Met babyhot >walked aimlessly > arcade > mac > home 7.45 > Dinner at simpang > 10.55 > NOW ! :D


I miss training , hehh , but no one passed ard the msg that training resume . But fuck , tmr is monday and it's PT time :S

and then tuesday is Ehem !
and wednesday is my adorable and favourite teacher bday ! Cikgu Nurul , bought you stuffs ;D

I seriously need a new pair of shoes . Tamp sell it at 59.90 , cool shit , nice , adidas ;D

seriously , for team ;D
Am getting one , my nike one is totally outta shape like yknw idk how to describe .

But i guess i have to use my own money . guess what ? i have 45bucks in my wallet , mind topping up ? hah , but that cash has to be returned to mom :S

Arif roslan is super cute laaa ;D
11.11 ~ i miss you ;D

gosh , sch tmr , i havent pack bag . err , photos for today ? nothing 0,0 , dinner was awesome just that i ate salmon -.- wasted , no steak for me :(
Braces , youuuuuuuu :P HAHAH !

OHH GREAT , this is cool , i hope bby can call me tmr . Im gonna talk cock with him . and I shall do shooting practice tmr :D

Omg ! why tmr many people not schooling ?! I shall go and sleep now .

Bbyyyy , nah . msg .
saya sayang awak giler babi . Boncit , hehe . comot , besok top up please ;D 18 , im loving you .

;Withlove - Adilla


I dont think i can top class this year for R-Class .
Thats th saddest thing . aisshh am giving up hope.

Last year my teacher went " adilla ? what happen ? give people chance ? "
Haaahh top 5 can what . I think i miss topping class position :X

Okayy , timecheck : 11.44pm , and i havent had night shower . Girl ah , aiyohhh ~
Smelly chicken .

bby's back home . am gonna shower , wake up at 5,30 , study and off to R-class at 8.20. shall not be late , then off to wdlands :S

Grr , monday school , aishh .

Upload tmr .
Toilet , please make sure theres no lizards ard , stalking , ewww . gross !

heeee .

Iloveme ;D

3 more days bby :D

; Withlove -Adilla





Never take someone for granted .
Hold every person close to your heart
Because you might wake up one day
and realize that you've lost a diamond
While you were busy collecting stones .

That should be me holding your hand,
That should be me making you laugh .
That should be me this is so sad ,
That should be me , that should be me .
That should be me feeling your kiss .
That should be me buying you gifts.
This is so wrong , I cant go on ,
Till you believe that should be me
Holding your hands , making you laugh and giving you flowers .


And I love Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan .

Bye , peace comot , saya cinta kamu .

; Withlove - Adilla .





[ Strong , independent , awesome , adorable , cute couple ]

Yeaay am happy that things back to normal in less than 24 hours :D
I miss chatting on msn with you bby .
Lucky me that i chat with you earlier :D

I miss the time when i first chat with you about AYG :D
hehee , i sound like stalker .

and i think im popular now :P whoppps :D hehehe !
He's telling his teammates about boncit . aiya :P hehehe

okayy , he's off to cck stadium and then to grandpa house then idk where else .

Am gonna start studying now . RC exam tmr .
hehe .

Aishh , i miss bby .
He's scared that he's gonna have a gay friend = AIMAN FAIZ !

hehehe !

Iloveyou baby .
// Am having a fun time commenting on fb .
// Ystd was no fun but i pulled it thru .
// three cheers adilla ! Iloveme ;D

PEACE AH COMOT , SAYANG BBY .

Bye
-AdillaArif-




[ That should be me making you laugh ]

// I want to get back into shape :(

Am very sorry baby for has happen yesterday , Fuck , this sucks .

Baby , stop taking the blame when it's my fault . For once , Ohhhh-My-God !
will you ? I feel so bad , cos when it's my fault , you'll be the one taking the full blame , instead of me .

Everything that happened yesterday , starts from me , and not you . I shouldnt say anything . I know the bloody hell of a situation . But can you please stop taking the blame when it's my fault ? Please baby ?
This is a total disaster made by me . You're nothing to be forgiven cos you're not at fault .

Please tell me that its my fault and please give me a smack if need to , cos i know im being way too sensitive than you expected , right ?

Fuck this thaaang ! its damn annoying of me doing this to you , and i know that darling .

SHUT THE BLOODY HELL UP Adilla !


Im expecting a call from you , if not than i know why .
please tell me th thing that you need to tell me when we meet up again real soon bby .

Am missing you , and i lo v e y o u :(

-AdillaArif-




[Its funny how you used that time to have me replaced ]



The newspaper article pict is in my wallet , i cut out the picture and fold it till i see only Arif's picture :D

Am chatting in th most stupidest way with bby , thru a picture comment . Facebook . damn funny .

b , say I L O V E Y O U back . Now i merajok at you :(
please react to changes .

I shall throw smth at you if you dont respond .

hehehhe .

am loving you very much .

sayang arif roslan . My number 18 . my number 16 , my new number 12 .

-AdillaArif-☮




Im waiting for you to come back home .
Im waiting for my cinnamon melts .
Im waiting for you to text me .
Im just waiting for you .

This is what my mom says ;
"Is Arif your first *friend* ?
-Yes why ?
"No nothing , just wanna say that i treat him like my own son and i want you to continue this friendship with him "
-*Smiles* Okay ma .


bby . i need you to top up now ! okaay i can survive . call me baby then im okay .
am so manja now .

muaahhhhhhhhh ; proper .

iloveyou ,

-AdillaArif-





☮ Am Missing You Now ☮
; Dyou realise how much you make me smile just by texting me ?
; I love the time when we first met baby .
; I felt miserable seeing you leaving me thou we arent together back then .
; I guess it was Love at first sight .
; I love you now and I know it's gonna last longer


and I love you as much as cinnamon melts with a candle , I'll wait for you at my doorstep baby .

♥ Iloveyou ☮

; Withlove - Adilla ♥☮





I need to go on a diet , yeay , cos I know i havent been doing work outs . eyeer , sound so manly but heck , for health . Good enough that am not a smoker , pfftt i hate smokers -.- I just dont get them okaay wthf am i talking about smoking ? H A H.
RANDOM much -___________-

am bored . No one's home right now . I have the whole house to myself but .. i have to do everything by myself . shit .

and , woah , so many guys never go friday prayers ah , tsk tsk tskkk .
Sick la , so many excuses . aiyohh . apa mau jadi ?

:D

Unlike someone who goes for friday prayers . He's so cute today , idk why but he wont be calling me today .

BABY , I WANT GO WATCH YOUR MATCH , i l o v e y o u .

He seems to be naughty in school ;p hahahaaaaaa . i think ? maybe ? well i hope not .
Bby please stop growing , am shorter than you yknow , so odd ;p haha !

Text me baby !

Okay im planning to do something .

Haizzzz , am bored , bby please call me :(
am so lonely here . bye bby iloveyou ;D


-AdillaArif-
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Yknow , my mom keeps on saying this .
"No more kak , no more already , this year last for you "

and yet again , when i go for a trim , the hairdresser will say this " Do la , treatment later very nice "
and mom will stare at me saying this " aiyaa , you want ah ? wait papa scold idk "
and she will walk out from the shop and the next thing is , my hp vibrate and she said " Okay la , do la "

HAHAHAHAH !

Am hoping that she would do the same this year .
I shall pursuade her . am good at pursuading yknw :D

The last time was , i wanted to watch a movie with izzati and she didnt allow and she called me for lunch sat down and answered her this way " uhmmmmm ." :D it works .

Im such a good daughter . lucky the only daughter , if not no hope/chance .
Haizz , and this time round im gonna say this " I got a nice set of teeth , and nice outfit , wouldnt it be nice if it comes in a package ? from head to toe ? :D

I shall try that one out ;D
am still deciding if i should start wearing scraf :P HAHAH ` omg Adilla ! "Eh , you look like yr mom ah in scarf , photocopy ah ? " grrrr .

HAHAH !

Am doing rebonding sooner or later . for now , i think no . wait till hari raya , or th next time i go for a hair trim , yeay .

I love my life sometimes , but most of the time , no :D

But recently yes .

Mom has been coorperating with my nonsence . havent make me go mad yet .
actually , she has been annoying recently , she and papa -.- until wednesday when Arif came over to my crib and talk , then they okay .

aiseh baby . thanks la horh :D
Iloveyou

Okayy . I shall slow talk to my mom TONIGHT about this :D
she confirm show her " long uglam annoyed face :P "

Okay am done . Friday prayers done alrdy ah ?

kk bye

-AdillaArif-☮



[ I gotta a sick obsession and im seeing it in my dreams ]

Am all strung out :S

Idk what else to do todaaaaay !
Am gonna get hair done i think hmmmm , before or after obs ?

Fringe , can you please stop growing ? I like the way you are now , can you ? please :x

Am sending brother off to sch and head back home and tidy up my bed . or maybe i should do it now ?
I think im going mac after first brother come back from school and prayers , but im sure theres gonna be alot of guys and they are the annoying guys at mac later , pfft ! hmm .

Guess what ?!
Guess , h e h e h e . am craving for something at simpang bedok now -.-
and bby thought im in school now , bacin nye comot .
ystd sleep then drag me to sleep as well , so pampered little comot .

Ive made my decision , and have decided that my decision .. OMG THATS FUNNY ;P
Kay so here it is ;
-Head down to regent sec or chuachukang stadium to support bby for matches if time permits and only if he allow me .
Gosh , he wont be calling me today :(
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ~

Okayy , he's texting me now . shit . am not happy today , grr .
Okayy lets see . i shall wait for random person to text me , and i know beloved Nicki poh / Bird / Captain / mother will text me one . cos she miss me :D

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Post later , shall do some finger exercise on pressing key on touch screen and keyboard :)

Bye .
-AdillaArif-





Aiman saw me and arif yesterday and he said arif's handsome ;p
even guys say that youre handsome bby ;D see ? :D

Am gonna miss texting you till tuesday :(
Please top up and i knw you're going langkawi soon :(
booo !

I hope not to have a pack schedule during june holidays .
Carnivals , Obs , trainings and stuffs . grr .

why arent you back yet ? I miss texting you already sayang .
I keep smiling to my hp cos my wallpaper is , a picture of us .
Three wallpapers , all , YOU baby .

Imissyou veryveryvery badly :(

Okay last last last ; IM NOT GOOD AT DOING YOUR DARE . lets do it again and this time , i know its gonna work very very very well :D

I just hate this feeling that im having , of MISSING YOU , especially moments that we spend together .
Ilove12may , thanks for yesterday baby .

Adilla sayang you okayy .

Iloveyou baby , veryveryvery much .

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Finaaaaa yaw :D Iloveyou babe . hehehe ! lets meet up real soon . you expert already .
NURSHAFINA ; nama awak cool siol :D
Tcr big girl and goodluck for exams :D
Me love you as well ;D

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I MISS ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN :(
am sticking with you cos iloveyou and no doubt , no one ought to change US .

Adill(A)rif .

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-;AdillaArif-♥☮





I need mom to buy me new perfume :) nyeheheeeeee ~
Too many bodyshop , no more adidas :( I shall try new perfume :D heheh ~

Otp with baby for 1hr 30 mins , iloveyou . better than 13secs .
Hello , bby sry , am doing CIP now at PPIS , bye ;S

That really must have suck your blood baby . and then following two weeks :D

Am trying to deal with yr facebook pictures now , yes baby , yr fb is cock now -..-
trying my best to figure that cock out :D

heheheeh ~ bby , dont cut botak nnty become like BIRD NO HAIR .

sry if my dare was not good enough , june baby , june june june .
heheheh!

I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT YOUR FAMILY BACKGROUND AND IT'S SO COOOOOL !
am LOVING comot very very very much .

mama : want marry ah ?
Arif: say yes .
Adilla : Yes ma !
mama : aiyerrrr . mentel .
Arif : *cute laughther*
Adilla : hehehe , shhh .

ILOVEYOU BOY . please top up before half a year *monthsary sayang .
Am missing you vv much though we just met ystd , thanks for coming over to my crib .
I L O V E Y O U ☮

☮-AdillaAkiko-





ILOVEYOU COMOT .
ILOVEYOU HOT .
ILOVEYOU BIRD .

ILOVE THESE THREE KIDDOS VERY VERY MUCH AND I MISS HOT AND BIRD :(
I havent seen bird around in school lately , idk where captain has been going ard . I miss you captain :(

-AdillaArif-



[When I , was young , the light had only begun ]


Baby calling at 2pm .

whats wrong with people saying "Adilla , you drink cold water later your braces nvr contract ah ? " wtfhh ! HAHAHA !

okaaayyy , Happy Birthday Faizul . celebrate First month somemore, awesome datok :D


* listen , i got nothing against you now , so whats the point of you taking revenge on me ? Wont work and i think best word to describe you is Thick-Witted bitch :S





AWAK , AWAK ORANG CINE EH ?

Kalau tk kan , saye nk kenal-kenal ngn awak ley tk ?

I can remember your face at AYG . wow , came this far .

FURTHER than any other guys = only one . HAHA !
You're the best best , of the best best in the world (intheworld) .

I found alot of yr pictures , cos i went to yr fb and i save lorh , smart gf .

anw , HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY IN ADVANCE TO FAIZUL AND FATIN .
Faizul , you're the datok , take care of Fatin .
Fatin , I shall push you all the way during madrasah time but i guess you're gonna have a break for two week due to exams . Pushing battle resumes on 30th may .


and GOODLUCK Fiquo for EBS paper . so much for me saying "building skills " when its ELEMENT OF BUSINESS SKILLS :p hahaha !
Goodluck , shall see you ard like very soon ? god willing .

Okayyy , bby , cut hair at johore , someone realise that I love to blog abt boyfriend . HAHAH !

Last post before sleep will be soon soon soon .

I shall say everything that came across my mind . Idk but some people are keeping track of it.

and im glad everything between us has been going on smoothly .
Iloveyou bby ☮♥

-AdillaArif-




Ilove this picture , baby's face so cute :)
IN THE LIFT ;
"I think i really look like chinese now , as i grow "
- "huh ? Grown up already what :)

Weewit , cut hair babyyyyyyy , I love and i shall disturb you the next time we meet :)

AM MISSING YOU ALREADY BABY .

Have a safe journey .

Mama miss you .

☮ Imissyou M O R E .

Photos up at fb .

damn a pict that was effing cute , but he asked me to delete cos his face so merepek .

Any plans ? When can i have my turn to meet you there ? :)
Im free tmr bby , call me sweety , me love you .

I l o v e the last part M O S T ☮

-AdillaArif- ☮♥



Am so happy , many things happened today ! Im so happy like happy lorh ;)

- Exams over .
- No school for me tmr and fri .
- My baby came over to my house today !

yeaay , he look so different . I guess I miss him too much .



First thing , i had to ran down to buy cans of drinks .
Second was to put drinks inside my dad's car when bby was just at th block opp th carpark , luckyyy .
Than , bby came over to my blk , then .

force him to go up my hse . he vvvvvvvvvv naughty yknw , v rebellious .

hehehe , overall , i just love today . we seem to meet on a very nice date .
18 NOV , 18 DEC , 16 MARCH , 12 MAY . hehehe ~

Please tell your friend not to smack your butt cos your gf never do that to you . :) Im very jealous :X
Iloveyou baby .
` You comot , ` you ketot , ` you hotstuff ! :D

am waiting for june .
.

Muah , I just love today cos everything happen unexpectedly .
I have you suddenly having trg cancelled .
I have the same you , texting me asking me to go out .
I have the same young you , beside me moments ago .

Im missing you already , i guess , 2hr isnt enough . june bby ,

im loving you as much as cinnamon melts ,

ku cinta Arif Roslan☮♥

-AdillaArif-


6ooth ! peace ;D

baby , tak tahu masak je gy rumah makcik makan ?
h e h e h e .

No la :D
you called me then teros lepas kan call takde ily kah :S HAHAH !
Arif brother , can you beri salam sebelom balek ? tkmu ganggu abg awak yg sedang otp dgn mataer die , kasi die loncat from his bed ,pls , dont do that AGAIN ! :D

Okayy , my bby today got training , ending soon ;D am waiting ,

my another bby has energizer league ;D

stupid fb , i change my PP to a better one , you cant show it , whatf , i change to th old one then can -.-

today my bby abit dirty minded .

arasha hates losing me right bi ? ILOVEEEEYOU , see you tmr bby ;)

Mr Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan , I dare you to do what i tell you to . but i guess , you're not gonna do it , so ive decided .

First try was to say smth in front of a particular person .
second was , not to go toilet everytime we go out , neh ..
third iss , hmmm , i tell you if you call I besok kay bby .

my dare is like , a damn dare from him . shit .

please dont tell people if im good or bad at it okay , i knw i suck at it . but , first to try :D

No dare no dare bby .
wait long-long .

cepat balek comot , i rindu msg you .
I think you're the hottest in the team photo .


and i think the sec 1 girls in school really act as thou they are the pontianak's kids -.- f noisy ! noise pollution that you guys created can be heard till YEW TEE yknw ? stupid moronis people , grr >:@

A week more . Half a year . Hope to be the best day ever :D
am missing 2 people . should know who ?

Forever and ever , the scars will remain , but i know that we've been this far , so i dont wish to ruin it .

☮♥ Bye cinta ♥ ☮ !
-AdillaArif-


[ I dont want to walk this earth if i gotta doi it solo ]

NIGHTMARE :(

Yeay , my two grown up bby texted me !
Ilovearasha , goodluck baby :D

Yes arif , you called me for 5 mins and you went so hyper as usual :D
nag at me , why nvr go home at 11 -.- :) whoops , comot .

I need to give arasha a nicky nick name ;D

oh what , i forget .

Anis ! Bob's booby boobs = you ;D
Mine is PUK code + i ;D hehe !

I shall celebrate my day after wed ;D = tmr .
am meeting bby .

thursday am going cck , hopefully if my bby allow me ah . he abit cerewet , sebelum i sepaak you ;D
the point is , he dont allow me to travel there when i can just tap my card and take the train .

guess what ? am lazy to fetch bby brother at aunt hse . am going to sleep now .

AAAAAAAAAAA- RASHA !
AAAAAAAAAAA- RIF !
AAAAAAAAAAA- DILLA !
AAAAAAAAAAA- LAMAK , ngantok pulaq ;D

Bye .
I hope bby will call me at 2pm ;D
wish wish since i saw 11.11 ;D
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☮

-AdillaArif-


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I feel so disturbed now :(

I need to send a msg to bby now :(

☮

Iloveyou but sorry for what ive done in the past . Ive throw it damn far away , unexpectedly , you came across that particularly "takperlu" question that make me feel miserable now :(

Im sorry .
but iloveyou more than ever now .

Sorry if i was being selfish to myself and to you .
Forgive me baby , cos i need you for life .

☮ :(

-AdillaArif-☮
Im so miserable like cock :(


FINALLY the subj that made me sacrifice sleep and my eyes IS OVER !
damn art now -..-

Im gonna flunk , yeay me :)
☮ yeah :D

Physics tmr , i got a critical guide . studying later . am gonna sleep awhile .
Ohwait .

My baby called me today :) talk cock today :D
I talk with you till my lips bleed , serious . owe me one , wajib !

and i shall tell you your dare after i discuss with yr fukture mother in law ;
iloveyou baby !

and pleaseplease , dont ever , NEVER ! ask me what happen in the past , between us .
Ive thrown that fucking problem far far away and you just reminded me about th thing back again :(
and what you get was ? i didnt entertain you otp :D weeee , works :D

Im changing blog song . for the past 1 week , ive beedn listening to iyaz solo .

This crap thing , bby told me the reason why he like me , was sooo wow ! abit kuku and funny .

comot ☮ sayang you tau baby .
please get yr hair on yr head cut before meeting me :)

PLEASE DONT GO U.S :(
PLEASE DONT GO LANGKAWI VV LONG :(

IMISSYOU ☮

meet up soon , after exams ? please :( ☮

ILOVEYOU COMOT .
Boncit boncit boncit :D

Poems tonight baybeyyy !

Hugs+kiss+everything nice . I dont want to molest you kay ! :D

bye baby , iloveyou times forever :) and dont remind me back . ily .

-AdillaArif- ☮





Find him .
fetch me from home bby !
Im left with three layouts and three color scheme .

wthf ! 11.30pm passed :( My bed :(
I'll be sick aftr tmr i tell you , for sure ! my backache's gone worse . shhh , i shall nt tell bby :x later he noisy :(

omg ! HE'S SO HOT NOW !
iloveyou bby !

eh biar la , blog aku , suke hati ah nk bual pasal mater aku , tk kacau kau kan ?

-AdillaArif-☮





Imissyou .

"Alright Im meeting you soon , Cheer up sweetheart "
Iloveyou .

Im dying soon , im forcing myself to face th comp . I got 3 hrs left and im feeling weak :(

I need comfort :(
I want SAFFC number 12 :( NFA number 16 :( Adilla's precious number 18 boy :(
Hug ! :(
Imissyou vv badly comot .

-AdillaAkiko-

Im trynna keep my eyes open now :( yawns , i wont be able to stay awake tmr . i think im falling sick :(

Baby sorry , but am not sleeping tonight , poem texted , meet you up real soon :(
ineedyouvvvbadly .
Imy v much :(

picture above is damn hot :) melts .
I SHALL USE UP YR CASH WHEEWHEE BBY ,
i marry you tmr :)

AdillaArif ☮





"Sayang , period time girls always angry eh ? or because that thing makes you more angry ? erm uncomfortable ? "

Horny cat ! HAHA , bird with no hair :D the bird , as in the flying bird , not BEEERRbird ^^

Im doing abit shit now on A3 paper ..

Thanks mr BRYAN TAN , you owe me kit kat kay !
Thanks Comot , have fun at IMM :D


I didnt why i suddenly get so mad when the next moment , i felt water dripping , so thats the reason why i get so depressed a while ago .
Im having terrible cramps , serious and its not an excuse to skip exam ,serious , am not faking here .

I cant finish art , god please help :(

ALL I EVER WANTED ;
Finish bloody hell of art , you bitch .

No , still , no wish from me to you today . Sorry .

I shall end life soon .
This sucks :(

Poeple just dont get me , except for wenyi , arasha , arif and mr bryan tan :(
Thanks.

What a bitch can ART be .

Heck care , im dropping art , talk to cher soon .

22ND MAY , open house , 22nd may CIP , 23 MADR exam , NO CIP . sorry .

I need a fucking break , i shall run away .
Anyone has spare key to any empty house ?
or maybe , just a free shelter that i can sleep .
Book me a chalet pls ,

ART , YOU MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE like FUCK dyou know that ?

STUPID ASSHOLE , idiotic nincompoop

alert ,

I AM DROPPING ART ANYTIME SOON AFTER MIDYEAR !

bye art , you're such a disaster !

-AdillaAKIKO-


wow ,

Im dropping art after midyear . I'll try and talk to ms candy about it if i make up my mind .
This sucks , art is not my fucking first priority subject in school get it .

I dont need art to make me relax .

I try to be as appreciative as i can .
But after what you told me ,
I guess i wasted my time .
EVEN by saying thank you ,
I guess i stopped that since few weeks back .
So , I shall not ask anything from you then .

I guess thats teh best way , and thats what you want right ?
I shall not ask anything from you . so let what i have now be the last thing that i asked for .

I DONT LIVE IN A PRISON , neither I want to be the one living in it .
But i seriously feel that im not being appreciated now .
so fuck , why do i have to bother thinking .

Im set to be a fucking big time failure now .
I dont need help from anyone now .
I SHALL POST once im okay .

FUCK YOU ART , you spoil my day .

I DONT EVEN WISH MY MOM A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY .

sorry i cant join you , i guess im not part of you . bye :(

bye :(
:( :(

this sucks :(

-AdillaAkiko- now . Back then , i shall forget what i always write .






A damn x-county pict with unglam faces -..- by kirk !

Kirk ! Hi kirk ! KIRK! BYE KIRK ! KIRRRK ! gooodbye ! :) That was funny yknw , i shouted out of school ^^ awesome merepekness :S

Madrasah later . shower at 7.45am kk .

Yeay my hotbby text me ystd , rindu kau gyle , saya ada untang awak barang tk ? ada kan :D you wait kay , after exam over . :D then we go kay :D yknw who you are .

COMOT balek siket pey lambat , bikin geeeram :D haha :D he's the smelly one , say i smelly , go pasar malam :S HAHAHAH , i want chewing gums comot , please :D but i cant eat :P HAHAH ! stupid gong gong , text me ah at madrasah :)

YEAY HOT BBY , IMISSYOU f alot . Troubles in school , catch up with you soon , we gossip ! HAHAH ! bye hot bby :D

Comot , bangun mandi baru call kalau nk call , tkmu bangun teros call , later you yawn instead of talking , binget la comot :) da lah busok mcm tk boley angkat :D

kk , daa ,

later update , please invite me to the blog -..- how annoying that ahma can be ,
LAMABT SETPAK siol tu poker face -..- dasar poker face ;D

-AdillaAbdullah-





Baby , cepat balik johore please :(

5hours never msg :(



Cepat balek please la comot ! alamaaak .

Guess what ? im craving for cinnamon melts :(
I need to stop this fucking hell cos it's damn addictive yknw ! Yucks wont work .
Not going macs ? hell no ! cos i can only eat fries , not even burger , and im missing it . err , not to have a $2 , 60cents in my wallet after school ends ? oh heck ! Im inlove with cinnamon melts :( how ! help me !
I need to stop , now! Or i wont be sexy :P HAHAH ! then later comot leave me , then after that i cannot run and chase after him . HAHAH ! PARANOID alert !

Haizzz , bby , cepat balek laaaa , sebelom i tumbok you , cepaaat . Gy hotel je lupe adilla ah , mentang-mentang saya ni da boncit :)

Im so merepek today .
I disturb alot of people , even the person who perasan that he look like Nick Jonas . Woah eye pain :D

RINDU ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN , who was in the toilet baking oreo cheese cake and texting me in the morning and playing hide and seek alone just because he has big house and he was late for SAFFC u-23 match , yesssaaa ! HAHAH!

Oi cepat please , balek and text me ! grrrr !

I havent study for tmr's tafsir and i havent finish art -..- die , cock ah :S


I NEED A REAL THIING THAT I CAN CHEW NOW COS IM DAMN HUNGRY ! mac delivery for cinnamon melts ? please !


COMOT , LAST TIME , CEPAT BALEK SEBELUM KENE NAG :)
ilovevvvvmuch !

bye
-AdillaAbdullah-




You were there to light my day ,
You were there to guide me through
From my days down and on ,
I'll never stop thinking of you .

How can I forget all that ,
When you're the one that makes me smile
You'll always be a part of me ,
How I wish you were still mine .

Never will forget the day ,
How we've met and came this far
We all know we got this feeling ,
But somehow it has to end up here .

Iknow it's me who said goodbye ,
And thats the hardest thing to do
Cause you mean so much to me ,
And guide the truth from me to you.

For all the things I've done and said ,
For all the hurt that I've caused you
I hope you will forgive me baby ,
Cause that wasnt what i meant to do .

♥Hey baby , ILOVEYOU .
♥I want a bear from you :)
♥Iloveyou veryvery much , and forever will .
♥Iloveyou Comot .

♥-AdillaAbdullah-


Im in deep deep ♥ now :D

I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN .

who is Arif Abdullah ? Who is Arif Roslan ?

They're the same person . Abdullah is Arif's name . Roslan is his father's name . Someone asked me this at PETAL mac :D ♥ hahaha ! I shall not reveal :D

My mom texted comot♥ .
You want to be my son in law ? if yes , i want to see my future besan *A relationship between people whose children have intermaried*

awesomeee ma :D ♥

I havent text him yet . and bby , ily .
Please dont text me when you're in the toilet bathing please -..- . go and have you steam fish bath :)

IMY calling me . let's talk real soon .
Appointment on 29may , i hope to change color . and heck , my appointment is only for 5 mins :S HAHAHA !

18june , another appointment . I hope to go out :)

Am studying today .

ImissArasha alot ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

bye , iloveyou two kiddos ♥
-AdillaAbdullah-


Hi ,

Im very dumb today :)

ImissComot :(

Wish you goodluck for match , make sure that yr THAT friend didnt make the coach scold you okay b :D

Guess what ? I got appointment on the 18th june ! grrr , i hope to meet you then :( before you go OBS .

Im feeling *stars* now , thinking about how you'd be like when you're in obs :(
im gonna miss you .

Ineed you to answer me .
Where have you been ? Are you okay ? How about frozen yoghurt very soon . pretty soon . Imiss YOU f-ing alot .
WHERE ARE YOU BESTFRIEND ? :( IMISSYOU VVV BADLY .
ARASHA BTE SHAWGI ABDAT .

Bye ,
-AdillaAbdullah-


[ We're on the way to the platinum and gold ]

I like it best with a smile on your face .
I like it best when you cheer me up .
I like it best when you say that you wont give up cos you'll prove them wrong .


Tough tough . Happy 9th monthsary that never happened .
6august 2009 yes , yes yes , my fault . Thanks for appreciating :)
I got 18 november so heck :)
Ihate 6th :)

Salute you for everything .
Best best best .
So early end school :( I end at 1 :( POA :( i got supplementary after that .
I hope you call me ah bby :(

Comot :D ILOVEYOU !
please update yr facebook , before i spam :D iloveyou bby comot .

Next time eat burger , bring own tissue , wipe yrself . you eat also damn comot .
Some people suspected that i wanted to meet bby just now , cos why ? i wore an outfit that look suitable on me to wear when if i wish to meet bby .

I CAN GO WILD WILD WET , but im not allowed to swim , cos im not a slut , and hence ,im a good girl :)

I shall pamper myself with bodyshop lotion now :D

ILOVE ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN , vvvvv much .

; Loves .
-AdillaAbdullah-