H A H A H A .

IN YOUR FACE .

OH , MY MOUTH WHAT ?
BLAAAAAH BLAAAHH .
KAU TAKMU NK STEP BESAR LA EHY .
YOU SOUND LIKE SOME KIDS WITH DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD.

OH , ISNT BITCH A FEMALE DOG ?
RIGHT ?
ARE YOU LIKE DENYING THE FACT THAT PEOPLE HAS BEEN CALLING YOU THAT ?
OH , AM I TOO HARSH ON A LOWER SEC GIRL ?
OH , IM OBVIOUSLY NOT THE IMMATURE ONE HERE .

You just need to reflect yourself .
Eww . Broken glass effect after that .
Im not giving any sympathy here .
If Arif were to lie , thats between me and him .

I D K ?
YOU MIGHT BE MAKING UP STORIES .
NO ONE KNOWS ? AND YOU MIGHT BE DENYING THE TRUTH AS WELL .
IDK ?

YOU SEEM SOOOOOOOO FAKE .
THATS IT .

LETS BLAME ALL THREE .
CAUSE OBVIOUSLY . THE IMMATURE YOUNGER ONES LIKE YOU ALWAYS WANT TO WIN IN THIS KINDA THING .

HAHH ,
WANEE , CMON , IF WANT TO FACE THE WORLD , ACCEPT CRITICISM FROM PEOPLE .
YOU'RE NOTHING WITHOUT CRITICISMS .
YOU'RE NOT EVEN AN ORDINARY PERSON .

AND OH , IT'S SO CLEAR THAT YOURE DENYING .
THATS ALL I CAN SAY ,
YOU CAN GO ON PLEADING AND DENY ABOUT THIS , HAH .
YOU ALWAYS KNOW THAT THE TRUTH HURTS . EVEN IF YOURE NOTHING TO ONE PERSON .
you shouldnt be so happy even if he smiled at you in school , cause he dont mean anything to you anymore right ? so stop chasing after him .

YOURE SUCH A SORE IN TH EYES .

ops , im not tired of this . you'll just wait till the day when you get dumped by some "hot" guys ^^ laaalaaaaaaaaaaaa.

im not giving in .

WANEE : WHAT EVER YOU SAY EH , IM NOT TAKING IT INTO CONSIDERATION . YOU LOOK SO . IDK ? JUST LIKE . IDK ? ITS JUST SO HARD TO DESCRIBE YOU .

TRY HARDER BITCH . RIGHT ? SO IT'S YOU WHO ALMOST RUIN MY EVERYTHING . IT WAS YOU . AND IT IS STILL YOU .

IKNW YOU DONT HAVE PERFECT ENGLISH , SO WHEN YOU WANNA BLOG , YOU BLOG IN MALAY WITH YOUR "MINAH" LANGUAGE .

HEY HO , IM NOT A COWARD , SEE WHAT IM DOING ?
IT'S WANEEEEEEE OKAY PEOPLE ! WANEEEEEE ! HOW ABOUT THAT ? HUH ?
NOW , ITS MY TURN WHO DONT GIVE A DAMN .


F YOU VVV MUCH .

-AdillaAbdullah





I sprained my arm :(
Overstretched ;'(
Abit better now .
Hmmm .


Ohya , you bitch , I bet you're eyeing on someone .
Oh whatever , cause he dont even care about you .
He gave in to you last time cause he pitied you .
You bloody hell done deserve that again from him , this time round .
So , fly kite first okay .

OMG , you're so , BEHIND WET EARS .
fighting over trivial matter .
pfft , how appreciative can you be if you get him ?
c'mon laa .
You're acting like youre primary 1. like seriously .
Guess what ?

Alot of people have a bad FIRST impression of you , just by looking at you .
and No matter how hard you try to change and attract him , he wont be giving in to you anyway . I think you're just wasting your time ^^

Haaahh , E V I D E N C E.

ps;// hey you , if you feel guilty of doing this , please acknowledge . Cause all this while , your words are all BULLSHITS .

Trying so hard when you know you wont get him . Bullshit laa , means he dont like you la ! So stop trying :D

a-SSSSSSSS :) _|_ f you .

*Braces appointment ;/
*Hope to meet baby this Sunday . hutang 40cents . Iloveyou.

-AdillaAbdullah





I dont give a fucking damn to you, idiotic , moronic nincompoop bitch .
Oh wow ? Im suppose to watch my languange ? oh woww !
Yaa ! it's a fucking wow from me to you la ass.

I thought you said you dont wanna fall in love again ?
I thought you'd die any moment ?
since that day ?
Oh wow , much crap from you .
And if you're reading this , jyeah , good for you and i hope you felt the pinch ^^
aww , too bad if you did .
aww , and too lucky if you DIDNT felt the pinch cause this fucking post is for you , BITCH .

Hah , what more you gotta say ?
OMG , YOU'RE SO ... BEHIND WET EARS . pfft , cmon , grow up .
Dyou have face ? Arent you suppose to be ashamed ? ashamed of what you did ?
Hah , eh cmon please , whatever that youve been saying , it will never happen .
WILL N E V E R happen .
It's not even a "ONCE IN A LIFETIME " opportunity for you . Neh , it will never happen again .

Youve been bitching and talking about guys , and then liking a few guys , and then hating them back .
WHAT KIND OF GIRL / LADY ARE YOU ?
shameless bitch .
Oh , slut ^^
Yaaaaaaaaaaa , whatever the point now is , im not giving way to you .
Even if you bribe him , you'll never get a single shit from him , serious .
HOW CONFIDENT CAN I BE ?
I can bloody hell travel from my place to yours to settle this stuff with you .
I dont mind .
You're such an innocent looking girl . Or a bitch sounds nicer for you . AND THATS A NOT ! ^^

cmon get a life .
Find someone suitable for you .
Your current choice is too good for you that you could hardly handle him if he's yours .
But too bad ^^

GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU BITCH .

ps;// If you have the stomach , acknowledge .
I dont care if you said it or not , but whatever it is , the news cameby my ears :D
NINCOMPOOP .
you may do the same to me la ehh .
all these while , both have been playing tricks .

I DONT CARE , CAUSE I HATE KEEPING THIS GRUDGES ON YOU CAUSE IT WILL GET SOMEONE I LOVE INVOLVE = NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN .

I trust my first choice than you .
I'll definitely put the blame on you cause you're shameless bitch .

`Kau ade maruah ke tidak huh ?

You seriously got me on my nerves .

From now and on , your hopes and dreams in getting HIM , is vanished .
FUCK YOURSELF OFF YOU BITCH .

-AdillaAbdullah




Yah great , I didnt know how I manage to smile like that ;D
I tried smiling that way again , but abit cocky ;D
That smile was super tiring .
and it's th only kind.

` Im expecting a win for SAFFC , please say yes .

Ps;// bi is leaving tmr :( have fun baybeyy !

Now , i dont know what color to use for braces . how about blue ! and then fasting month would be , red . oh uhmm , yeah so when i meet bebe on 21aug , it's gonna be red ;D

Iloveyou.

-AdillaAbdullah


I always know that you love your boys more than me . and thats a YEAY for the boys , and a "FML" for me .

So shut up .
You could care less , whaaaatever !
I know some people's gonna comment on this .
S A C A R S M . you did the same what ? yayaaayaaaaaa .

Youve been trying to change , but it's not working , cause youve been doing it in a sacarstic way .

IT WILL NEVER WORK .
never-ever.

B A I S .

you never cared what -.-

cause why ?
The gap is so much different .
Right ?
UP TO YOU .


I CAN SERVE MY OWN FOOD AND MEAL .

-Complain ah complain . Anyone wants to complain ? IT'S A BLOODY HELL SOLID FUCKING FACT . Im stating the fact .

WOW ?

-Adilla




`Waiting for more nicer picts from Jannah ;D IGNORE CURRENT PICT cause i dont have any at th moment .

7hours away from home.
Suddenly i miss home so much .
And i felt like going home right away .

Universal Studios from 4pm-10pm++.
Homed at 11.50pm
timecheck:12.41am.

Can i not go madrasah today ? :(
im so tired and sleepy .
im having headache .
walaoo :(

(And i look f takperlu and so not nice -..-)

I wanna sleep and dream .
Someone fell off from his bed ^^ so cute ^^
tonight , if he were to fall again , i wont pick him up ^^
Infact , i would never want to ;p cause i want see his bimbo face when he fall ;D
esp from his bed , awww .

ps;// Sorry baby , cant meet you tmr . 21aug , iloveyou .
ps;/// Bi going OBS ;( nvm yoghurt , iloveyou .
ps;//// f rashes , nbcb .

I bought nothing from US , except for ...

eh , someone special will be getting something special from me .
GUESS WHO ;DDDDD
and i love that person ^^

and there's another "Someone special" that will getting something special from me too !

HINTS: *B

iloveyou kiddos . better knw who you are .

muaaah !

-Adilla





Friendly matches , made me pissed off .
Omg and th umpires are f bullshit .
they're so like .. urgh , nt qualified ? Pfft .
Matches cancelled -.- nbcb . cause of YOG . omg please la ehy .
You organised and then you didnt inform us earlier about yog stuff, what pig excuse .

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I came from the opposite side of school bustop .
I crossed the road and saw two guys in red tee with Spore Flag logo .
It was Fashah and his other friend.
He's bloody hell tall !
OMG , ya laa , goalkeeper .
He didnt recognise me la obv .
He was heading to BEDOK WEST PRI SCH for YOG event ,i knew it that he was heading to some sch ^^ if not , whythell must he travel from Woodlands ^^

omg , why cant baby be as tall as him ? ^^ ahaha !


baby , grow kay ?

` Im not sure about this . should i go watch your match on sunday ? :/ at springfield ? tsk , i want watch but you'll be going back to CCKSTADIUM laa .
th point is , i want watch and then meet you , alaaaamaaak , gyni mcm 21 aug ah .
Call me to discuss .
iloveyou


Bye Boo .
-Adilla




Stronger than 6thAug09 .

Gone far far away . I flew that bloody kite far far away and i found a new kite .
A brand new kite .

A new kite with stronger strings.


It's over now , thank you very much for everything baby .
Iloveyou still .
No matter what .

Like i always do ;

I watch you like a movie , Sing you like a song , read you like a story if it takes me all night long . keep you like a secret and tell you like a joke .
Cause I love you like I always do .

ps;// I love your weird ALIENIC dream ^^ , Yes ! whoooo , didnt bleed , lala .


-Adilla


OMG , HAHH ,

I THINK I SHALL ASK BABY ABOUT TH THING THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME.
WHOO , IM PREPARED TO GET NAGGED AND SCOLDED BY HIM .
WTVR EH B ;)

SOMEONE'S ARCHIVES HAS MAKE MY BLOOD GO UP UP ^^
AND NOW , IM GONNA FIND OUT TH TRUTH BEFORE FASTING MONTH ^^
IM DOING IT IN A NICE WAY .

SO STFU IF YOURE NOT INVOLVE .
TO TH PARTICULAR MFBITCH , THIS IS FOR YOU .

GO AND DIE , BLOW VUVUZELA AND DREAM ON ~

`bual nak macam paham . bual mcm minahrep . pdhl umor , aiyerrr ;/ perangai anjing ehy kau ^^ ala bucu bucu . muke kau , hmm , entah eh ? lawa ? hati kau ? taik ah boleh ah ? can uh ? :D ah bagus ah tu ;D
I HOPE THIS HIT YOU DAMN HARD .
and oh , if you think that im refering to you , hmm maybe , you're right , idk ?
maybe ^^

` KALAU KAU ADER OTAK , KAU TGK DULU .
MUKE DIE HANDSOME GITU TK KAN TAKDE MATAER KAN .
KAU NK PERCAYE SUME LAKI NY CKP EH ? KAU ADER OTAK KE TAK ? KAU DESPERATE LA AKU RASE .
LEPAS SATU LAKI , LAGI SATU LAKI . MUKE TK TAHU MALU .
GYNI MCM , TKMU FACE TH WORLD SUDAAH .
HIDUP SORANG , TKMU MENYUSAHKAN LELAKI LAIN .
GO AND GET A LIFE .

OMG IM SO SAD FOR ANY GUY WHO GETS YOU AS HIS GF ;/ EWW ?
SALAH PILIH AH . PASAR MALAM BOLEH JUAL $10 OI ! -..-
TKMU NK STEP KEREKKK !

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5.30am , solat , pack bag , breakfast .

i want sleep .

-iloveyou

-Adilla


I MISS A GIRL NAME :
FINAA ;(

OMG , WHERE'S SHE ? :(
IMISSHERFMUCH SIAA !
IT'S been , SOOO LONG SINCE I TEXT HER . OMG ;(

A-F : Finaaa!
F-A: yes? And who are you?

-.- grr , da lupe or what ? hahaa .
idk eh , smth just made me think of her .
maybe it's the date 24th .

pftt , KHAI -.-

imissFinaa mcm giler babs siul .

; MATCH TMR AND IM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT .
esp when damai netball has to face unity sec netball which is , like , pffft , annoying , play pri sch game ^^

bebe , please dont skip friday prayers .:)
ILOVEYOU .

PS;// TREAT FOR B.
PS;/// SHOULD I GO AND MEET BABY ON SUNDAY AT SPRINGFIELD SEC ? ;/
PS;//// 21 AUG , IM SO GONNA LOVE YOU .

-Adilla




ART IS SO EVIL ;(
I CUT MY FINGERS .
I HAVE SHORT FINGERS SO I DONT WISH TO MAKE IT ANY SHORTER DUMBASS , ANNOYING FAG .

OKAY BYE.






wow, 1min 08secs talk with baby was super not fun ;'(
wow , and 0.57secs talk with baby was not fun either ;'(

I guess today is my f.bad day.
Yeah , maybe it is ah horh ?

hmm i just have to wait for baby to top up his prepaid and then i can text him wholeday .
but i bet i wont be texting him that much .

im not in a good mood .

jyeah , this sucks .
baby's gonna get annoyed , seriously . i knw. but sometimes he might try to fake . idk ? maybe ? ohwell .

STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS ADILLA !

waaah serious shit , fuck today.

and i bet , even if i say this , it's gonna spread .
wtf much.

ps;// I feel like asking you , but .. urghh ! this is so wtf man . b , dyknw that ? it's so wtf !? grrrr . ;'(

shall post when i feel like it . maybe not tmr.

hmm , i feel like meeting you on fri .
or maybe saturday ?
SUNDAY ? ;/
;'(

tsk ;'( * im gonna cry tonight *

-Adilla





Dyknw how much i hate having people stalking me ? especially on cyber ?
it's f annoying .
I cant have the freedom to do anything .
It is like , if i say something bad , it's gonna spoil my own reputation or th family reputation or something ?
No right ?

I dont share the same brain as you . You might not know or understand what i might or have to say .
Sometimes , you'll interpret stuffs differently . and it's way and much more different than what it's suppose to mean .

Seriously , it's so annoying .
You're not my brain . You're not even my organs . You dont have my nerves so why the hell must you control me ?!

irritating. I know , i know , i know myself way better than you . OMG !
So please , stop it ehy ?
WALAAAAAAOEI , it's seriously so bloody hell annoying !

I KNOW I SHOULDNT SAY THIS BUT .. yeah , it's killing me .
SO ,

FMLFM.





Izzati slacked at my house till almost 10.30pm.
how cool ! ^^
We had fun .
Gossip ah abey ?
Pray , then gossip than sought forgiveness after latenight prayers ^^
kekek la siul .

but hey , im not that mean ah eh .

Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan , this is for you ;

Dyknw that ive been wanting to ask you about "something" , but i knw that i were to ask you , you're gonna "Scold" me . cause yeah , i promised not to talk about this shit anymore . But hmm , it bothers me . well , im not gonna do anything stupid though , but nvm then , it shall remain this way .
I shall not ask you , and you shall not know about what you're gonna be asked .
sorry baby .

IT SHALL REMAIN THIS WAY .
THERE WONT BE A PERFECT TIME FOR ME TO ASK YOU CAUSE I'VE PROMISED YOU NOT TO DWELL ABOUT IT ANYMORE .

so i shall be a good girlfriend and i shall not ask you then .
DONT BOTHER IF IT'S BOTHERING ME OR WHAT SO EVER OKAY ?

ALL YOU GOT AND HAVE TO KNOW , AS ALWAYS IS , I'VE LOVE YOU SINCE FOREVER .
YOU ASKED FOR IT FOR A BILLION TIMES . AND MY ANSWER IS YES . YES YES YES .

YOUR'S TRUELY -AdillaAbdullah
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Ps;// what was yr english teacher reaction ? :D

iloveyou , bye
-AdillaAbdullah





OMG I LOVE THIS.

"b , help me open the bottle"-Adilla
and Baby tried his best to open ;) took him so long .
omg iloveyou baby .

go shower now ;D Im not gonna peep you grrrrr . hahaha !
and your daughter miss you f much ^^

OMG , YOU'RE SO CUTE SIA BABY ^^ HAAHH , IM SO JEALOUS ;D

ps;// Hi arasha , iloveyou. I still owe my bi yoghurt , iloveyou.

-Adilla







HAPPY EIGHTH MONTHSARY SAYANG .
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH.

We've been through alot . Alot of ups and downs. But , it doesnt stop you from loving me .
jyeah , thanks for cheering me up when i was down. Thanks for pulling me up when i wasnt strong enough to pull my own self . Thanks for loving me for the past 7 months. Thanks for entertaining my crap when we talk on th phone. Thanks for being my listening ear . Thanks for always siding me when im having conflicts and stuffs.
Thanks baby .

Thank you so much for everything . For all the sacrifices that you've made.
ILOVEYOU SAYANG.

Let's make OUR dream happen ^^
WE'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE ADILL[A]RIF THAT PEOPLE KNOW .
thankyousweetheart , iloveyou for the millionth+trillionth times .

-Adilla
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JANNAH SMIERTO'S at my house , im gonna squeeze her , chiobu ;x
; Im meeting bi later .
; I wish my baby was here with me now ;'( IloveyouArif Roslan.

OH HI , I LOVE ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN .

-ADILLA





HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD AZRI !

Stay sapao okay ! Wish you all the best for N levels .
May god bless you , and forever will .

Thanks for being such a nice friend . And yeah , shall talk more about braces with you ^^ heeehee .

Sweet 16 Abang Ayie ^^ .

-Adilla



I wasnt looking at my boobs or wtvr shit. It was taken unintentionally ^^ Idk the pupose of me doing this act . But I laughed my ass off after looking at it ^^

"Ehhh ? why change wallet ? where's your esprit one ? "-Friends

I pay full respect to little stuffs like ants ^^

I have such fat legs , but some just say "it's muscles laa" but it's so uglayee !

Bimbotic people doing bimbotic stuffs on a study date ^^ Hi aqilah , tyvm Aqilah


okay , i swear i cant wait for midnight .
Baby havent been texting me th whole day .
It's been 12hrs and i only receive TWO , TWO! msgs from him.
Morning msg and another one ard 6+pm , humpftt :(
Nvrrrm.

Baaaby , i hope everything's alright . im being abit paranoid now , suddenly idk why .
I feel so down :'( I feel something is wrong :'(

*AAAAARIF !* , and im cursing .
B , text me tonight . I wanna have a talk with you baby .
:(

Iloveyousayang .
Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan
; Remember all your promises , I want to love our 8th .
Tell me , we are the ARIF ABDULLAH and ADILLA ABDULLAH that people know.
IloveyouMrSunshine.

-AdillaAbdullah




I find this picture vvv cute ^^
Looks like i was scolding bebe for eating too much nuggets and left none for me ^^
He's showing his "could care less* face :D like the "duhhh" face ;D

HAHAHA !
omg , he's so cute .
and baby , i cant wait for midnight .
Iloveyou .

-Adilla










HEHE ^^
IKNOW I LOOK "ARIF" DARK IN THOSE PICTURES AND I WASNT IN MY GOOD STATE AND CONDITION.

BABY JUST CALLED ME . AND I SAW 11.11PM WHEN WE'RE ON THE PHONE .
heeehee!
and bby , yes , i tagged your photos alrd ^^ all ;)


OMG , I MISS YOU "ARIF" MUCH :(
YKNW THAT ? >:@ :(

I SIMPLY LOVE THE LAST PICTURES , CAUSE , IT RESEMBLES ME THAT ALWAYS IGNORE ARIF ESPECIALLY WHEN WE'RE OTP ^^
SORRY BABY . hahaha !
iloveyou .


Okay , midnight ! hmmm .
till here , i wanna sleep and wake up late tmr :)
baby's gonna have his supper , dasar gendut , makan 3 burger ramly 0.-

bye babyy !
iloveyou .

ps;// Hamzah, please get well soon :(Stay strong HAMZAH ! I'll visit you on 18july , your birthday ^^

ps;/// It's been a month since you're gone Salmah Binte Anam ;(
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18july
; 8th monthsary , ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN
; Azri*Ayie's 16th birthday .
; Hamzah's 15th birthday and i hope you're gonna open your eyes and face the reality = your big day :)
; In memories of *something that Wan did -.-* baby yknw , you keep quiet .


bye .
-Adilla




FML .

stfu .

im pissed .

sorry baby ! ;'(

omg , i hate this . f hate this . f hate it fff much :(
B , it wasnt meant for you .
she said it long time ago .

urghh !
Now i dont feel like talking .

Oh , maybe ? Idk if i should feel happy ? sad ? angry or what so ever .
Nvm , my fault . If you dont wish to text me , it's okay .
Oh choose not to call me ? hmm , anything , up to you . as long as youre happy .

I know you're angry .
I know , someday , you're gonna read this .

Im bloody sorry .

STUPID IDIOT ! NBCB .
FML F HARD.

ohh , if i fail my EOY , it's my fault okay ?
My brain what ?


b , hmm ;'(yknw i loveyou . urgh !!!!!!

-Adilla





TALKED COCK WITH BABY .
NORMAL LA EHHH !

I KNWWW !
PICTURE ABOVE WAS DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS OKAAAY ? AQILAH JUST UPLOADED IT .
IKNW , IT'S F NOT NICE . I KNWWW ! HAHAHA . ASS .

I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND WHETHER I SHOULD LIKE ADIDAS OR NIKE .
SERIOUSLY .

just look at that pict !
Adidas , and nike . haaahh !

worse still . i hate that i have too many tanned lines nw .
My ankle , face , everywhere ! even hmm , yaaa . okay yaaa ! swimming suit tanned lines okay ? HAHAHAH !
My legs look long eh ? :DDDD
hahaha , i loike .
ohwait , my legs hmm , fat siaaa ! serious .

okay i have alot to talk about baby .
but im lazy to post .
i shall keep this to myself .
baby should now .
THE SECRET AH B !
when we hold hands -.- lame sia sayang .
hold hands = face red -.-

okaaay i have to wait for another month so that i can meet him = 21 aug , fasting month -.- O M G ! hahaha !
NVM , shall catch up with him soon .
somedaaay la kayy !

bye babyyy , stop laughing at th end of our convo can ?

Arif: Okayy bye iloveyou baby
Adilla: haha , hmm kk ? bye iloveyoutoo b
Arif: haha , *giggles*
thats a must from him

iloveyou la kay b ? :D
OMG , i love it when we talk about the first time i saw you which was during AYG and i kept on eye-ing on you ^^ ass , i sound like damn stalker , diam ehy b ;D

-AdillaAbdullah

*more photos ; Obs .




"Hello b , im still in class . Nvm , im squatting at th corner of th class . continue talking . "

"B , i want to pee . cannot take it "-Adilla
"kk , later i call back , text me when youre done"-Arif
"Okay , DONE . b , i want to pee "-Adilla
"eh , you said done what ? Pee ready or not ?"-Arif
"havent , i give test paper"-Adilla
"go pee laaa"-Arif

HE GET THIS ALOT FROM ME . he's used to it alrdy , right baby ?
OMG , IM WAITING FOR THE MARINA BARRAGE OBS GATHERING PICTURES .
END OF THIS WEEK .
ATIQAH AND FAEZAH , FASTER OKAY ?
I WANT SEE MY DARK FACE :)
IKNOW GOT ALOT OF MEREPEK PICTURES OF ARIF AND MYSELF .

iknw baby got alot of unglam photos ^^
i cant wait for th photos to be uploaded ^^

yaaaawww !

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MAMA & ADILLA HELD HANDS STORY :

M : eh hold my hand
A: dont want
M : HOW ARIF HOLD YOUR HAND ? LIKE THIS AH ?
A: ERR NO LAA , LIKE SMALL KID SIA LIKE THAT
M: oh like this .
A: AHHH YES
M: got kiss or not ?
A: no *laugh*
M: DONT LIE . GOT KISS OR NOT?
A: have la have laaaa
M: Actually cannot , but .. aiya nvm

GEREK right have mother like this ^^
somemore , mistaken as my elder sister , wahpiang , awesome much . i loike~

NOW THAT BEBE'S OFF TO JOHORE TO FILL HIS TUMMY , I SHALL PACK MY BAG , EAT MY MEDICINE AND DOSE OFF TO SLEEP .

B , iloveyou vvvv much .
still love me thou im darker ? ^^
ARIF ROSLAN IS F HOT TO TH CORE AND I LOVE HIM SO F MUCH .
~diaaam la kau , jealous tutop mulot je :)
ps;// eh puase nk dekat , nafsu mau tahan ^^


Biler laaa boley kawin ni ? Mataer aku tak sabar nak kawin . apesal b ? :P
bye sayang i cinta you~
-AdillaAbdullah





oh boy ! :(

Okay now what ?

It's so unbelieveable , that i watched world cup .
Opening and closing matches only ^^

Baby wanted to wake up at 2.15am . But ended up waking up at the 116mins when spain scored . Aiseyy bie ;)

Timecheck :4.55pm.
Baby cant call me . He got Sch training = He hates going for sch training .
He havent been texting me th whole day :(

i damn sad .
nvm ;(
B , IM SO SAD . B ! OI B ! :(

Kay da .

Iwant sleep .

bye baby .
Text me when youre done .
Iloveyou ARIF ROSLAN .

-AdillaAbdullah




I miss you very very badly .
I cant find the cause to this .

I want something from you . But i cant make up my mind on what is it that i want from you :(


Baby , IMISSYOU LIKE CRAZY .

Thanks for yesterday , Ilove the "thing" that happened before you went off .
Please dont say it .
Yknw that I always love you .
But that action , isnt long enough .
Can you do another one ?
HAHAHAHAHAHA !

18th nearing .
I L O V E Y O U B A B Y .

since 18Nov2009.
Cinta Berputik Semula.
SayaCintaKamu , Engku Arif Abdullah Bin Roslan .

-AdillaAbdullah





Dear baby ,

Dyou know how much i miss you ? Eventhough we just met yesterday ?
Ihate this . But yknw , you're far from my sight , but close at heart . But i cant seem to get both now ;(

It's the time yet .
can THAT time come faster ?

IMISSYOU , AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING . cause im sick now ;'(
Iwant you to come over to my house ;'( boohoo !

I KNOW WE CAN SEE ANOTHER 18 NOVEMBER , THIS YEAR .

iloveyou baby .
Iwannacry now ;'(

ps;// No school for me , miss test .

For you , i will .
I l o v e y o u .
s a y a c i n t a k a m u .

-Adilla












So many unglam pictures ah . :)
but nvm . most taken vs west spring ;D tyvm to whoever you are ^^

ILOVE THE TEAM PHOTO .

babyyy ! HOW ? :(

Iloveyou .

-Adilla



(vs st hildas)

OKAY YESTERDAAAAY WAS OMG !

iloveyesterday .
Netball carnival > Marina barrage with baby > homed at 11pm .

Fireworks and blah blah blah .

"EH WHY YOU SO DARK SIA " - diamlaah , i got match right ! hahah !

OHYA , AND I NEED CASH TO COVER SMTH UP .
BABY , YOU SHOULD NOW . WAH FUCK , IDW ASK FROM MY PARENTS . KAY DA DIAM EHY !

B , discuss with you otp kay .

ps;// b , kite menang west spring seeeyyy ! 19-1 . HAHAHAHA ! sape kental skrg ? :DD.

bye baby . iloveyou .

*photos up at fb . next post more photos .

-Adilla




AND I NEED YOUR LOVE , PULL ME UP .

THREECHEERS SEC3 NETBALLERS ;))

FINALLY WE BOUGHT THE SHOE .
3PAIRS OF NEW BALANCE .
4PAIRS OF ADIDAS .

THOU IT'S NOT A COMPLETE TEAM SHOE , WELL ~ IT DOESNT MATTER .

SATURDAY ;
DAMAI ACHIEVERS TEAM SCHEDULE

DAMAI NETBALL(A) VS KRANJI B.
DAMAI NETBALL(A) VS NUS HIGH B.
DAMAI NETBALL(A) VS ST HILDA'S.
DAMAI NETBALL(A) VS COMPASSVALE.
DAMAI NETBALL(A) VS WEST SRPING C .

LAST MATCH = BEST MATCH .
PS;// OMG 11.11

IMMA SICK GIRL .
I KNOW IM GONNA GET A HIGH FEVER AFTER SATURDAY .
IM HAVING SORE THROAT .
BY SATURDAY , I WONT HAVE VOICE .
SINCE I'LL BE SHOUTING FROM 7AM-6PM DURING GAME . ONLY IF WE GET THRU FINALS ;)

ENGKU ARIF ABDULLAH BIN ROSLAN PROMISED TO FETCH ME FROM KALLANG , SO BE IT . IM GONNA WAIT FOR YOU AT KALLANG NETBALL .

BYE FOR NOW . IM SO SICK NOW . I WANT GREENTEA .

OPSS , I MISS GOING SIMEI TO PLAY NETBALL .
IN THAT CASE , IM GOING SIMEI FOR NETBALL PURPOSES AND TO DO SOME SHOOTING ;)


HI BABY , YKNW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ?
YOU'RE A LIAR IF YOU DONT KNOW .
I KNOW YOU KNOW AND WHAT YOU KNOW , I KNOW .

SINCE FOREVER .
SINCE 18NOVEMBER 2009 .

BYE BBY !
-Adilla





I'll be seeing this bunch of people this saturday .

Im hoping they could brighten up my day after match .

omg , i cant wait to be against west spring . Lets trash .
Since bebe says im kental -.- im gonna prove you and your tummy wrong .
STOP GOING TO THE TOILET . okay stop eating too much . nak jadi fat-so kan ! heee~

OKAY . IM PISSED . DIDNT GET TH DAMN SHOE . IM GETTING IT ON MY OWN .
I RETURNED MAMA THE MONEY . SO NOW , IM ASKING IT FROM HER AGAIN .
WISH ME LUCK , DAD'S GONNA BURST HIS BALLOON !


PS;// IM TH DARKEST AMONGST THE GIRLS . WALAO . NVM , AFTER EAST ZONE , IM GONNA DO SOME SPA . (forced by bebe)

PS;/// IM BUYING THE SHOE TMR , STFU . IHATETHE SALESPERSON

PS;//// OHJYEAH , IM IN YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES ! YIPPY ! hahaha !

ohyeah , i shall not get sick bfre saturday . please ;(
bebe , fetch me at kallang ! omg pleasee ! iloveyou .

Bye baby !
-Adilla


5th july 2010 :

Yeay . Movie with baby was awesome .
watched Karate Kid thou it was abit too late to watch .
I had fun . baby kept saying this .
"I cant believe it's my first movie with you "
5thjuly kay bby !

OMG , I MISS YOU LIKE HELL . NOT YET LIKE REAL HELL . JUST ABIT . CLOSER TO HELL .
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BABY ! COME KALLANG NETBALL LAAA !
DAMAI NETBALL VS WEST SPRING NETBALL SIAH ;(

WHO WIN AH ? :D
BEBE , SUPPORT WHO ?

EH B , COME KALLANG AH !

OMG IM PESTERING . ITS NOT GONNA WORK CAUSE HE WONT BE COMING ALSO ;(

SEE YOU AT MARINA BARRAGE . IM COMING WITH AQILAH AND ZAFIRAH .
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I CANT WAIT TO BUY ADIDAS TEAM SHOE ;)
HAHAHA !

AND IM PROUD TO SAY THAT IM HAVING PMS NOW .
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OKAY BABY FETCH ME . ILOVEYOU , END OF STORY .
PROPER UPDATE AFTER PESTA SUKAN OR WTVR SHIT /
DAMAI NETBALL VS WEST SPRING .
DAMAI NETBALL VS KRANJI .
DAMAI NETBALL VS ST HILDAS.
DAMAI NETBALL VS COMPASSVALE .
DAMAI NETBALL VS NUS HIGH .

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IM DONE . FETCH ME BABY . YOU WONT KNOW IF SATURDAY'S GONNA BE THE LAST TIME FOR YOU TO FETCH ME .

ps;// and baby , im sorry :(
ps;/// and oh ! PHOTOS WITH FAEZAH , UPLOAD SOON .

yknw i have since love you vv much . and since forever .

-Adilla


I HAVE A SUPER DUPER HOT BOYFRIEND AND HE'S MINE OKAAYY !

THANKS BABY FOR THE GIFT /

OMG , IM LAZY TO UPDATE NOW .

BABY I FIND ANOTHER TIME TO UPDATE FOR YOU TO READ AND LAUGH AT IT OKAY !

SEE YOU AGAIN ON SATURDAY , AND I WONT BE WEARING BLACK . I'LL BE WEARING OBS SHIRT + FBT + WITH SUNBURN :)

iloveyou baby !

OMG , I REALLY DO OKAY !

BYE SAYANG .
UPDATE WHEN IM FREE . NOT NOW BUT IT'S PRETTY SOON /

-ADILLA


OKAY ! MEETING MY BABY IN 2HOURS TIME !

BYE LA !





` Sometimes im gonna have to lose


Im wide awake .
I couldnt sleep ystd night .

timecheck : 6.45am .
Done morning prayers .
Woke up and did some texting with Huiting ; OWL GIRL . ( i dont sleep at night one)
Asking me to go for badminton on Wednesday . Court booked .

I have to charge my phone , so i used th usb instead = use computer to save current .
OMG , I HAVE TO MEET BABY AT OUTRAM MYSELF , GRRR .
ANNOYING MUCH .
BUT WELL , ATLEAST IM MEETING HIM BEFORE 12NOON .

Im wondering how much mom's gonna give me today .
Im getting 60-70 bucks tmr . well jyeah , for shoe .
OH ! WHEN THE HELL IS THE NIKE AND ADIDAS SALES !?
nb .
Okay nvm , it's GSS now ;/
nvvm , eh but i bought my shoe at 50 sia that time ;/
and the actual price at sportlink was 100+

Ps;// MY BRACES WAX FINISH ALRDY :( NOW I HAVE ULCERS .

MY PARENTS MUST HAVE A HARD TIME .. HARD TIME HANDLING ME .
Handling the only girl must be really hard. harder than handling three boys .
They have to face this .
I tell you , the worse child in the family is actually myself . I cant deny that .
In terms of cash used , they spend most on me .

I had and operation =5k
I had Knee injury = 1k
I had to put on braces = 5k
plus everything now .

Jyeaaaah, peace , later confirm got war , kena nag . C O N F I R M ! serious chop chop /

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TIMECHECK : 7AM .

IN AN HOUR TIME , MY BEBE'S GONNA WAKE UP .

I SHALL SLEEP NOW AND WAKE UP AT 8.30AM AND GET READY .

OMG ! IDK WHAT TO WEAR ;/
OKAY WEAR WHITE .

HMM , CAN YOU IMAGINE , HOW ARIF WOULD REACT IF I WORE OTHER COLORS INSTEAD OF WHITE WITHOUT TELLING HIM ?

i knwwww ! he will do the -_____________________- face .

bacin .

okay bebe , please dont make me play hide and seek at outram .
I hate taking mrt , mcm *cursecurse* hahah !

Byeee

-Adilla




"i'd rather be hurt by the truth than pretected by a lie :("

Wow , after 6pm , it was disastrous .

FUCK MY PHONE FUCKING MUCH .

WOW , IM PISSED NOW . TYVM.

nbcb .

IM ANGRY NOW .
I DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE .

SHUT THE FUCK UP !

OMG !
WOW , IM NOT MYSELF NOW AT 10.15PM .

WALAAAAO !

>:@

I THINK IM HAVING PMS .

nbcb ! nbcb !

TEST ME TMR . YOU'RE IN DANGER . TRY ME LA TRY .

EH SIAAALAAAAH !

BYE



` Baby im drowning without your love

I CANT WAIT TO MEET BEBE TMR !

HE'S SO INDECISIVE , NO DOUBT .

HE REALLY CANT MAKE UP HIS MIND .
WEAR WHITE , CONFIRM . THEN AWHILE LATER , WEAR BLACK , WHEN HE SAID WEAR WHITE AND ITS CONFIRMED .

AWW , BUT TOO BAD , EVENTHO HE TRIED HARD TO CONVINCE ME TO WEAR BLACK , IM STILL GONNA WEAR WHITE CAUSE IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED AND WAS CONFIRMED BY HIS OWNSELF !
SO BEBE , DONT DEBATE ABOUT THIS ANYMORE , YOU'RE GONNA LOOSE !

OH MAYBE , YOUVE ALREADY LOOSE THE GAME ;)

SO IT'S WHITE , JEANS AND SLIPPERS .
MEET ME AT EUNOS MRT .
OKAY WAIT FOR ME THEN ;)

PLEASE DIRECT ME HORH , I DONT WANT TO FOOL MYSELF AGAIN !

SHUT UP , ILOVE BUS MORE THAN TRAINS/ MRT .

IM GONNA HAVE A HARD TIME SLEEPING TONIGHT .

ILOVEYOU BEBE .

SINCE YOU INJURED YOUR LEG , ITS AN ADVANTAGE TO ME ;)
YOU CAN WALK AS SLOW AS ME ;)
MAKE SURE AH , IF NOT I KICK YOUR LEG .

Ps;// omg , i hate doing DARES . I'd rather do truth , cause i can still lie and twist stories ;D grr a dare ? grrr >:@

Okay bye bebe , iloveyou .

-Adilla





AND SINCE THEN , IVE BEEN DARKER THAN IZZATI .

bebe's away . Im so cold .
Im left with Maths and Malay .
Im loving POA .
Or maybe , ive always been good at it but i have been slacking around lately ^^
But just this week , i paid attention and im seriously loving it .
as much as my baaabyy ! HAHAHA ! ape siak link -.- kay whatever .

Omg ! it's 6pm = tmr is sundaay ! paham ?
:DDD
then madrs , then at night then it's mondaaay !

OMG I THINK AFTER YOUTH DAY , IM GONNA BE F HAPPY .
IM GOING TO SHOP FOR SHOES ;)
AND YES , SATURDAY IS MY CARNIVAL.

OKAY DAA , MY BEBE MCM TDO PAT JOHORE JEK NI , TAK BALEK-BALEK . GRR ;P
HI B , ILOVEYOU .

BYE

-ADILLA


WALAAAU !

;'(

BEBE , BILER MAU BAIK ?
IS IT LIKE , GETTING BETTER ? OR WORSE ?
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Im having a weird way of laughing and it's contagious , i loike ^^
NG YUHUI , CHIN WENYI , CHUA KIMSIEW , you made me look like a retarded person at the sch bustop , laughing and making dolphin noises ;/ ILOVEYOU PEOPLE .

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I CANT WAIT TO BUY ADIDAS TEAM SHOE , AND IM WEARING IT TO SCHOOL ON WED , THURS AND FRI , TO GET USE TO IT , SO THAT WHEN SATURDAY COMES , IM READY TO PLAY ON COURT WITH MY NEW SHOE !

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yeay , bebe's spamming my wall , i loike .

Okay dah best , die da top up ;D ape lagy ? :D:D:D

Bye bebe , iloveyou . see you on monday at 10.50am ! :D:D:D
ps;// sape lmbt kene tinggal ;D wait for me at hmm , kedai bubbletea ? :D

bye , iloveyou.


shagged :'(

imissbaby ;"(

timecheck:10.37pm , im eating sandwich , doing art .
im going to bed at 11.30pm

I waited for baby to go online , but he didnt . Its okay .
Hmm , my bebe v clumsy , i dont like ;'(
now he make me more worried .

and hmmm , im leaving computer for atleast 2weeks , i try .

Im gonna use up my mummy and daddy's money alot this week :(
70 bucks on tuesday for shoes .
grr .
200 bucks fo braces .
sialaaaahh !

hmm , i want to earn back my scholarship.

okay this time round , i just need my bby to top up and accompany me by texting.
So i dont really bother much on computer .

Bebe i have one thing to say .
HELP ME CLEAR MY DOUBTS ABOUT YOU PLEASE ;'( IT'S BEEN BOTHERING ME .
MONDAY PLEASE ? :(

TGIF , tmr ;)
but nbcb , tmr PE -.- eyeerrr ! whateverrr la.
Then it's gonna be saturday , im gonna do smth , sunday is madrasah

MONDAAAY !

I think im gonna cry tonight ;'(
Imiss grandma . 15days past ;'(
BEBE , i want tell you smth ;'( but idk what it is . it's sure smth that has been bothering me ;'(

BYE FOR NOW
PS;// IM NOT HAPPY NOW ;(

-ADILLA